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Let It Out!
Confession Box
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Tue, 29 Aug 2006
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Let It Out!
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1. Please speak about thoughts
that you probably wouldn't share with anybody
else.
- You can go into as much depth as you are
comfortable
- You may interpret this task in any way that
you wish.
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Posted 21:44
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7 comments
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Human Behaviour
It's come to my attention, whilst observing
popular human behaviour during certain
circumstances, the majority of people are quick
to critisize, yet slow to admit to their own
faults. Many people are quick to judge others,
yet fail to judge themselves in the same
instance.
Why is this fact all too common? I see this as a
human defense mechanism that has been developed
to shield their own faults and or emotions by
revealing other people faults publicly. When
people make statements, accusations and the more
common form of 'labelling' people under a
particular genre, they fail to add themselves
into the equation, or put themselves in the same
situation. For Example, people are very quick to
critisize local government bodies, and even
National Government body's decisions, but could
they make the same decision with suck confidence
knowing the direct and indirect influences said
decision would have on their respective
communities.
This observation can also come into effect when
people start labelling each other
as 'gothics', 'punks', 'emo', 'gangsta'. Has
anyone that has critisized these various types
of people tried to understand why and how they
have become what they are? I'm quite sure many
have not, and many that have tried, failed to
understand due to a lack of patience.
People will never understand what they don't
want to know, so what grounds do they have for
making accusations towards others?
I, personally, go by my saying "many look at the
present and ask 'why?', I look at the future and
ask 'why not?"
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it's about rejection. you don't want to be that
insecure, but the point is everyone is. well i am
i guess. i don't want to be one of those people
that are too scared to live their lives, and
interact. they are weak. maybe they have a past, a
present, whatever. but the thing is- i
automatically judge them when i should be judging
myself. why am i terrified of people i don't know
most of the time? i have to admit, i'm not as bad
as i used to be. i know i think about others too
much, and should concentrate on myself- but this
is who i am. i am constantly thinking about how
someone is feeling about what i am saying instead
of focussing on the words that are actually coming
out of my mouth. perhaps i want to live someone
elses life. nah. not really. i just want the guts
to do what i really want to do without anyone
else. relationships are my worst and best friends.
i can't ever seem to have a proper romantically
involved relationship no matter how many times i
attempt. but without my friends i would be no
where. it's the little things they say that really
sticks with me and pushes me through. without
human interaction this world wouldn't function. i
guess i'm just accutely tuned into this.
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When I was young I remember rubbing myself onto a
log through my pants and i was amazed at how good
it felt. I think back on it now and smile.
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I fantasise about you
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the world is full of messed up ppl....i know
more ppl plagued by what are viewed by popular
culture to be 'disorders'...then those who are
unmarked. So does that mean that the unmarked
ones are the freaks? And that those people who
feel like they should be hiding something are
the normal ones? Girls that have been raped by
their cousins. One vomitting at my house after
dinner every night, pretending we'd never
noticed. Fuckers that drive pissed...or smashed
on drugs...most of the time they're
invincible...while a boy crossing the street
gets mowed down and dies in a gutter as the car
speeds away. he was 18...there was no justice.
secret abortions. pregnancy scares....secret
keeping from partners...infidelity. suicide
attempts. bottles of pills and hand
guns....while a 16 year old dies on a farm
having fun with her friends. shallow, spoilt
bitches and princesses not knowing how lucky
they are. among my friends. i wish i could slap
and scream at them. dont reproduce u dumb
wench...dont do that to an innocent
child...leave him cos u weren't satisfied? then
the second he has money come crawling back so
that you can exploit him and cheat on him.......
now ive said too much..
Another pathological liar...lying cos your
bored? how the fuck did she keep track of all
the bullshit? tried to kill her step dad...twice
(i know that wasnt a lie...) he deserved
it... 
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from my head
all the things i thought i couldnt feel,
all the times i thought i couldnt see,
all down to you!!
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Stand on your two left feet, and join our Raggy Doll chums
By nature i am a depressed person. My boyfriend is
of the opinion that depression in our pampered
western society is pretentious and incomparable to
the depths of emotion experienced by starving
people in third world countries. Naturally, i felt
invalidated. I don't know whether i was more
insulted by the fact that he could be so ignorant
of a real phenomenon or whether he didn't care
that i wouldn't mind sleeping forever.You can feel
bad wherever you are. There are starving people in
Australia too (to which i can hear his voice
reply, "that's 'cause they're pretentious
anorexics"). I was depressed in the womb. It will
never change. If depression doesn't exist then i
don't exist.
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